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My love life story (spoiler: sadness ahead)
October 25th, 2008 at 12:33 pmFiled under heartbroken, life, sweet feelings
A few posts ago, my online sisters Jhoice and Gel suggested that I blog about my love life, so I think it’s time to make them happy ^_^
Well, there’s not much to say at all, trust me. I’ve been in love 4 times in my life, and all the four of them ended up in a big patatrack.
From August 2005 to December 2006, I’ve been together with a human girl, named Giulia. Just look at my old posts between those dates, and you shall see how it went between us. Then if you want to just know about the ending, read this and I hope you won’t blame me for thinking all that bad stuff. Giulia was my first love, the first girlfriend I ever had. I loved her dearly and she just turned on me out of nothing. Better loose her than keep her, as a gf and as a friend; trust my word.
A few months after the split up with Giulia, another girl came into my life: Naral Tora. The sweetest, kindest and most understanding girl I’ve ever met. I was heart broken, and she was always at my side, trying to cheer me up, getting me into the traditions of her world, talking and joking with me. We started as good friends and slowly that feeling of friendship turned into something deeper… But you know what? The right moment that we realized we loved each other, her family suddenly planned something else for Naral, behind hers and my back: they pushed her into a forced marriage. I’m nobody to argue about family traditions and everything, but both Naral and I were totally unaware of their plans, and they just hit us and broke our hearts. Mine, once again.
It took time for me to get over that, in terms of several weeks, but in the meanwhile my heart (probably in the effort of healing from the cuts once again) caused me to ‘crush’ on someone else: a robot from another Universe, Silverstreak. He was a male, a mech, but probably I just never realized that I’m bi and not straight as I thought. I fell for him, but then I heard from friends and family that he was married and with a child, and when I met him and talked to him, he just confirmed that. It saddened me not little, but in a way I was expecting it. It went wrong twice already, why would the third time go well? I forced myself (hardly) to forget my feelings for him, and succeeded.
On the end of August, during a walk in a peaceful land of the other Universe, I met another mech. A nice one, a bit shy and very kind: BlackStar. We talked and relaxed on the grass, and we started to consider each other as friends. Problem is… that was the only time I saw him ever again 
I looked for him in the days and weeks that came, and he was just disappeared. I couldn’t find him anywhere, nor anyone was able to give me any indications. I have no clue if I’ll ever see him again, but you know… I’m not going to illude myself. I’m going to ask my brother Jazz Rhapsodos who lives in the other Universe, next week, if he’s seen him of late… but that shall be the last time I look for BlackStar. After that, I’m simply going to forget him.
There you go, that’s my love life history so far. Nice, huh? I don’t wish anybody to pass what I passed in life, really It’s depressing to the maximum level. Take care guys & girls. Love ya all.
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So, incase you hadnt noticed. This is a mass message to all the awesome peoples Im doing link exchange with! So please read it! Its fairly important!
Just ask you something. Im doing link exchange with you. But ive recently been over ridden with link exchange applications and people wanting to be affiliates, so Ive decided to put all my top friends at the top of my layout, and all other affiliates on the sidebar according to referring incoming hits. Ergh.. I dont really want to do this, but I want to give everyone a chance without having a sidebar 10 miles long. So I was wondering if you would be an affiliate instead of link exchange.. so you get a chance to be on the sidebar too?
Thankyou! Lemme know! Sorry I couldnt read your blogs. I had to get this round as fast as possible!
hello longreen! I’m so sorry I wasn’t able to visit you for a while. anyway, your past lovelifes are all sad. I think everyone of us gets to experience the same pain, regardless of the scenarios. But I believe that something good is waiting for us, we just have to be patient. I use to feel that way, until I met my current bf. I hope you find your other half sooner.
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