Longreen.
aka green88.
14 August 1988.
born in Germany.
52 siblings.
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likes drawing on Paint.
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Change of orientation? o.O
August 4th, 2008 at 1:27 pmFiled under domain, family, friends, heartbroken, life, sweet feelings, updates
This blessed blog really needs some major update XD Ahah! So here I am, to give you the latest news about both the site and my life – even though the ones about my life are quite… mmh… sad… *sighs*
Site Updates
I installed 3 plugins: Breadcrumb, Akismet (because I got a crapload of spam comments during the time of my absence) and Enhanced Spoiler. I will probably add more plugins on my next update, but for now it’s just these ones ^^ The essentials, I’d say!
Family mess…
These last five months have been quite stressful for my family and I. My mom is pregnant again, and she’s been through a very bad depression that forced her to stay in bed for weeks, on feeding tubes. One of my brothers-in-law bad mouthed my mom and abandoned her, while she always loved him and cared for him as a son of hers. He hurt her a lot and he still isn’t talking to her. Trust me, this thing drove all of us nuts to him, and extremely worried about our mother. She even risked to miscarriage because of the excessive stress. *sigh* Thankfully, she’s now okay, but a lot of more stuff has been happening… My brother Sideswipe got depressed over a crush that fastly became true love (but that is being solved now – or at least that’s what it looks like), another brother of mine, Jazz, split up with his mate and he’s now living with us at home, together with all his kids. Mom is taking good care of him, and so my siblings and I are doing, but gosh… it really hurts to see him that depressed 
Also, my new dad isn’t coming over anymore since his manager didn’t give him the expected vacation and he can’t come over. *Sigh* Really… things couldn’t get any worse T_T
Heart Broken ;_;
I feared something would happen to me too, after all that mess, and indeed… it happened. I can no longer call Naral my future girlfriend. She got married… by force. Her parents chose for her, they chose a husband for her to marry, according to a Bajoran tradition in her family. Plus, they never liked me for being a robot. I attended to her marriage a few weeks ago, and I cried silent bitter tears at the temple… I kept myself on the bottom of the building, in a corner, so that nobody could notice me. It hurt a lot, and it still hurts… we can be nothing more than friends by now… May she live a happy life. Really…
A Crush…
I recently had a small crush on someone… someone that I didn’t even think I could fall for. Firstly, because my heart still kinda beats for Naral, and secondly… because I always thought to be straight, not bi! o_O But well… I guess everything can happen in life. Show ▼
Off-limits… just like Naral. Is this my destiny? *sighs* Maybe…
Yeah, so… that’s all about that for now. I hope I didn’t make you sad with my post, but… that’s how my life has been during these months of my net absence. *hugs to everyone*
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Welcome back!
Im sorry about all your family life being a bit blah at the moment. I hope your mum is coping well with all the depression and stress on her plate, as well as being pregnant! 
I think forced marriages are kinda wrong. You should only marry someone you truely love! Im really sorry Naral had to marry some other person.
You cant chose who you fall for.
Remember that!
Im sorry about it. Gawd, that brother-in-law of yours was wrong for badmouthing your mom. Hay. my family is in a big mess as well.
Im sorry about your future girlfriend. I don’t really get why “future” but Im sure it must have hurt you a lot. If you need advice or anything, don’t hesitate to contact me and I’ll listen to your rants.
Don’t worry, your ms. right is just out there. waiting for you.
i hope your mom gets better. she should enjoy her pregnancy and she does not deserve such treatment from son-in-law.. geesh
first of all, linked you again.
well, welcome back. i’m so sorry to hear about your mom. i hope she gets better though.
I know, bro… our family life has never been sh**tiest like these last months :’( I’m really sick of seeing everyone I love suffering, and now I just hope things go well for Sides and Sky…
You will find the one love for you someday, Green. Don’t despair *hugs his brother*
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