Longreen.
aka green88.
14 August 1988.
born in Germany.
52 siblings.
married.
likes drawing on Paint.
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March 23rd
March 23rd, 2005 at 7:39 pm
Filed under family, from paper diary, mommy
I’m scared… it’s happening once again… I thought that fear would never come up again, and instead… Mommy… I need you!! My mommy… she makes me feel so safe… but I’m still freaking out… My former owner abandoned me… never some love, never a caress, never a hug… now I have Luana and Black Jack, BUT… I have siblings… How can I be certain that they really love me, with all of these children they have already? Who am I? Now mommy loves Hound too… he made her suffer and she always thinks about him… she didn’t even want to take me as her son, as she was so confused by everything… But I? Am I loved by my new family? Look at Rattilus, for instance… He didn’t want me… Mommy, dad… do you really love me????
I suck, I know.. I’m so scared to loose it in my pants, I always need to be around mom… perhaps I’m just a bother… Dad doesn’t want to be around me now, and only look out for my siblings… only mommy stays with me… but maybe I annoy her… I don’t want to annoy them… I don’t want to be a burden… Mommy, I want to stay here with you… I’m scared… I wanna disappear from the world… Keep me with you, mama!!
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